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Workshop on Conducting Research

Just came back from the workshop. Before i attended, thought it was a really informative and useful workshop, but it disappointed me! Wasted my money $$! Luckily they charged not too expensive, if not " I betul-betul rugi & buang masa ku!".

There are all together 5 speakers, out of this only 2 are "considered" good and informative for me. The 2nd one was talking on "Research Ethics" and was the longest and most boring presentation. None of the participant "interested" to ask questions. The 1st and the 4th speakers just gave a very very general talk and if i dun attend, i also know about that topics. "Writing & Publish for papers" were the interesting and informative talk. I finally gained something from these 2 spekers. Overall, I rated the workshop as "AVERAGE" standard!

10 Jan 2006

Hari Raya Haji, 10 Jan 2006, my beloved grandpa passed away at aound 3.15pm in hospital. It was really unexpected for us. He was sent to the hospital on 9 Jan evening by the ambulance and then doctor said he has to admitted to ward. The next morning we received a called from hospital and asked us to be there quickly as he was in a very critically condition. We rushed to the hospital and doctor said he needs an operation but the infection was too quick. It went into his blood circulation before the doctor can save him. At the end, he was gone with no pain but left with us who were very very sad.

I no longer can go to "Pasar Malam" with him, cann't see his smile everyday i reach home and cann't chat with him anymore. I am one of the very close grandchild for him. When he was ill, i was the one who fetch him to hospital, waited there with him for seeing the doctors and to get medicine. I am the one who "teman" him to "Pasar Malam" on Thursday. He was the one who "teman" me to watch horror movie showed on Astro. Now, he has gone! I really love him. I miss my "Wa gong" very much. I think he is in heaven happily with grandma!

Staying @ Home

2 Jan 2006

This month's No. 1 fav

This month's No. 2 fav

CLEO mag

I am reading the Jan 2006 FEMALE mag

My fav Lifecella Essence Sheet Mask

Can you believe it or not? i didn't step out from my house since 31 Dec 2005 till today 2 Jan 2006! I have been staying at home for the past 2 days. No one "ajak" me go out and i am too lazy to out alone. I dun like to stuck in the jamps and also driving round and rounds just looking for parking.

What i do at home? Other than blogging, i watched Astro from Channel 19 to 30, 31, 32 to 71 & 72. I also catched the last half an hour of Pearl Harbour yesterday night (should be early this morning, about 1am plus) before i go to Zzz. Besides that, i pamper myself by doing Lifecella Essence Sheet Mask and reading my fav Female Mag & Cleo Mag.

Dad & mum have to attend another wedding dinner tonight and i with be at home to "teman" my grandpa. Mei Mei is going back to her hostel tonight and also will be bringing back the laptop. Our desktop is so damn slow and i will not blog at home for the coming days. But i will still blog at my workplace tomorrow! :)

I am just feeling lazy to start my work tomorrow. i feel like doing some shoppings just to make myself feel "Happy", just want to "Pamper" myself and just want to get myself some gifts. Ok lah, actually i just simply "cari" some reasons for going to shop!

Hi. 2006!

Last rainbow i saw in Dec 2005

Last rainbow i saw in Dec 2005

Collapse II

Feeding Frenzy

Feeding Frenzy

Year 2006 just arrived! Even though i am at home sitting in front of laptiop but i still can hear the happiness and others celebration and shout-out through radio. Many people are at the celebration party with dancing, music and alcohol. I just hope i am like them, not like now. I still feeling despress now but not as much as just now.

I forwarded the new year wishing sms to my cousin and got his reply by asking who am i. I gotto reply and explain to him which cousin i am. He is working in Singapore and we lost contact for almost a year. Just few weeks ago, i got his contact number from mt uncle. After the few sms, he finally remember me. He asked me to go online and chat with him. But i turned him down cuz at this time, i dun feel like turn on my msn and chat with anyone. What i feel like doing is just blogging. Sorry, Nicky.

I was spent last 2 hours of 2005 by playing one of my favourite games "Feeding Frenzy". It was fun and i manage to be the 2nd high scores in tonight. Mei Mei is at the highest ranking in the scores chart. "Collapse II" also one of my favourite games.

Last Day of 2005

I am at home. Tonight i am going to stay at home and not going any where to countdown for 2006. Suppose to have dinner with Mei Mei & her bf but we just dun really have the mood to go out plus she is busy with her proposal. I myself just feeling depress for no one ask me to go out. All my friends have their own plas with bf and with friends and i just feel left out.

Few years back, we were happily had New Year Eve dinner and the we went to countdown together. We were so happy to be got together to wait for the new year to arrive. Now, we no more together. They just want to be with their bf and no loger care for their friend like me.

Dong Dong used to be one of my close boy friend. Since he got into college for his degree, he got his new friends and he slowly seldom join us for our outing and then forgot about my birthday. I was so sad that he actually forgot my birthday. I dun aspect any gift from him and all i want just his call or a message to wish "Happy Birthday". Am i asking too much from him? I just so sad & disappointed with his changed.

It is raining heavily outside. Mum already cook dinner and i think for tonight just sit at home and watch Astro (TVBS Asia) for the countdown show. What else can i do? I have car now but i just feel sad to go out alone. Where can i go? If am at shopping mall, i feel more sad if i see people with their bf and friends and i am just alone. The feeling of left out by close friends and being alone plus no bf is so sad and it really make me feeling depress especially at this celebration seasons. This explains why i dun like X'mas Eve, New Year Eve etc. These all celebrations just make me feel unhappy! I really can't believe that i am going to end my 2005 year by sitting in front of tv with sadly and depress feelings.

30 Dec 2005

31 Dec 2005

New Year Resolation ~2006~

1.) Finish my research and start writting up

2.) All my love one (family & friends) are happy & healthy.

3.) Start a new relationship

4.) Go for gym & jogging

5.) Be more punctual on time.

6.) Think more on work and have better performance

7.) Participate & win more awards

8.) Spend more time with family

9.) earn more $$$$ and do less shopping

10.) Just want to be more happy in my everyday!

What i like

I love taking photos on myself, with freinds and family and with beautiful and artistic things. These are the few things i like and i captured them with my Nikon digital camera. They are all branded and for now i cannot afford to get them. But i am sure, one i can afford to own them or even the better one soon. For this i need to work hard to earn more $$$$.

Office Alone

I am alone in my office since this morning. All my collegues were out for field work, meeting & some are on leave. There is a launching this morning at PD and i was so disappointed that my boss didn't ask me to go. My department suppose to send out the invitation but they didn't send one to me. Hey! they are displaying my design there and never invite the owner to attend. I actually wnet there and my design was put up there. Not many companies display their designs there and i would said that my design is among the "Top 3" work. :)

I sms JL for lunch but she is busy today. Had meeting with her boss. Then i thought of KFC. He promised to give a ride on his new Myvi. So i just sms and asking him for lunch. Too bad he is also busy with his work. :( I just tire of sms people to join me for lunch. I just went to "ta pao" mixed rice from the stall nearby.

This evening i need to collect my grandpa's medical report from clinic. He did his liver function blood test last Thursday. Due to the X'mas holidays, the clinic closed for 5 days. It opened on Tuesday becus it were raining for the past few days so i was lazy to go collect the report. Just hope that the results are good. Grandpa is getting better now but he still feel weak and hardly can walk for too long. Talked to him this morning before I come to work. He just saying long time he never go to "Pasar Malam". Yes, he is true. Since he was diagnosed with the liver problems and also suffering from the Eczema, he seldom step out from house. He used to have morning and evening walk and chatting with his friends at the playground near our house. Becuz he is under medication now, and he always feel tire and weak, so we dun allow him to go out without our company. Mum is just too busy to "teman" him out for walk.

I just hope that he will get well soon. I really missed those days where we went to "jalan-jalan" at "Pasar Malam".

I am on Holidays mood!

It's 3 more days we will say "bye bye" to 2005 and "welcome" 2006. I was on holidays mood since yesterday. I still come in to do my work what i am thinking is the celebration for New Year Eve like whre to have dinner and where to countdown. I am getting old not only mentally but also physically. I am not looking forward for partying but what i want is just a great dinner with a bunch of close friends and then we choose a nice place to have some drinks and chat there till 2006 arrive. All i want is just a warm and nice night out with my close friends.

Just 4 pm, I am planning to meet my boss later. I need to call and make an "Instant Appointment" before i pop up outside her room. Just hope that she is in a good mood or else I sure will "kena marah" by her.

Actually i have plenty of things to clean before i going for this New Year holidays. Mum said it's not good to leave the things unclean before the new year comes. I just dun like cleanning and washing jobs. But i have no choice, I have do it by my own cuz there is no one to help me. :(

Christmas Day

X'mas tree

I drove my sis, Aunty Bee, Ping & Kit to Berjaya Times Square with the drawings map provided by CF. When got into my car only realized that Mei Mei forgot to bring the map and we are lazy to go up to take the map plus Mei Mei said she can remember the ways to go. Ok, I trust her! Guess what? I shouldn't trust her becuz we actually got lost at KL. I think we missed the turning and then i continue driving "blindly" and searching for the road sign for " Jalan Pudu". I just drove along the way and finally we saw the Berjaya building. In order to get, we were caught in the terrible foe about half an hour. Finally we reached there after one and a half, then again looking for car park. I was full for the 1st 4 level and at last we managed to got a parking lot from a Malay uncle.

We started to shop. Most of the cloths there were very cheap if you dun mind the brand. You can get the latest fashion trends there. I prefer to shop there compare to Sg. Wang becuz here is more spacious and not too crowded plus the shops here dunn play the loud music. This loud music can cuz me headache! Ping got a few shirts and same for me and Mei Mei. Aunty Bee just went for window shopping and she said that the things there are "Too Young" for her. Kit got a new set of outfits for a relatively low price.

We had a really "Bad Lunch" as we were waited for the food for more than half an hour. We actually want to "makan" at McD but it was full and ended we choose this chinese restaurant. It's something like Kim Gary but the price is more expensive, no set lunch and the service was really bad. I definately will not "makan" there again. So for those we are going to Berjaya Times Square, do look for the place to eat before you are really feeling hungry. Cuz We were facing the dfficulties to look for "makan"place. Becuz you hardly can see their "makan" signboard.

We left there around 5pm and thistime we manage to find our way home. On the way home, it was raining heavily again. That night, dad brought us to have dinner at "Fatty Chong Restaurant". We had a great dinner there. Aunty Bee and my 2 cousins went back on 26 Dec. I was not rest on that day as i need to be Mei Mei's "maid" to her to shift her things back to her hostels.Really had a very tire weekend and what i need is more sleep.

X'mas Eve

On Christmas Eve morning, my Aunty Bee called from Seremban. She told me that she and my 2 cousins will catched the KTM from Seremban to KL and she wanted me to picked them up from the nearest station.

Aunty Bee : Are you free today? Didn't go out this evening?

Me: Errm...........why?

Aunty Bee: We are coming to visit grandpa this today and need you to pick us up from the nearest train station.

Me: WHAT? TODAY?

Aunty Bee: You not free issit?

Me: Errm..........are you sure are guys are coming today?

Aunty Bee: Yes.

Me: Ok, I am.......am free then.

Aunty Bee: We should be reaching at around 4 or 5pm. The train will stopped at KL Sentral right? From there how to get to your house?

Me: Just take another train from KL Sentral to Petaling Station. Get down at there and then i can come to pick you all up.

Aunty Bee: Ok, Ok. I will call you when we reach Petaling Station.

Me: Aunty, message or call me when you all reach KL Sentral so I can get ready to come yah!

Aunty Bee: Ok, see you then.

After i put down the phone, I quickly called JL and told her that I cannot join her and her friend for movie and so on plans. She sound disappointed and me too kind of disappointed for "FFK" her at the last minutes. Sorry JL.

I went to pick Aunty Bee and my 2 cousins at around 5.45pm and it was raining haevily. I am afraid to dive in the rain cuz i hardly can see anything in front plus my car is just a very "SMALL" car lah! Dad drove and i followed him to the station. Finally we reached home at about 6.30pm. I gotto rush to dress up for the dinner. Orange's family was having the Christmas dinner at their house and HC, his gf sms-ed me to go. HC is my good friend since pre-U and HC & Orange became couple since that time. Orange is like my "Big Brother" even though i am older than him by a year. I attended the Christmas dinner last year and this year again he asked me to join. I asked my mum whether should i stay at home to "teman" Aunty Bee or go for the dinner. Mum said "Ai yah, you just go lah!". I decided to go since mum said it's ok.

I told them i will be there a bit late. The dinner suppose to start at 7pm and i will be joining them at 7.30pm. I left my house about 7.10pm and I was caught in the jamps. Luckily it wasn't a very bad jamps or else i sure wil be very late at the dinner. Finally reached his house at 7.45pm. Not many people were there. Just Orange's parent, sister, youngest brother, HC and 2 of their church's friends. They are started "Makan". Orange's mother got me a big plate of food and they all said : "Siew Siew, you eat more." HC said " You have to finished up all the food here since you are so skinny. 2nd round are waiting for you!" Everyone was asking me to eat more and i did tried my very best to finish the big plate of food. The food was so delicious and i actually "tambah" a few more after i finished up mine. :)

We just ate slowly and chatting during the dinner. It was just a very nice and warm dinner. I more to like a gathering dinner and we all had a great time there. Wanna thanks Orange's mum for her great dish and her hospitality. Thanks Orange for inviting me to this sweet and warm dinner.

Because I was ddriving, so i didn't drink any alcohol drinks and because I was driving and mum wants me to be home before 12. Therefore, i left his house around 11pm and drove slowly home. When i reached home, Aunty Bee and my 2 cousins were watchinmg Astro with mum and grandpa. Then i discussed with them where to go on Christmas Day. I suggested to go Mid Valley and Ping, my cousin said she just went there 2 weeks ago with her friends. She wanted to go Berjaya Times Square. I said can but i dunno how to drive to there. I suggested to take Putra LRT and then Monorail to get there. Mei Mei, my youger sister it will be costly to take trains as there are 5 of us. She asked her boy-boy for the directions and finally we got the drawing maps. At the end, we decided to go Berjaya Times Square on 25 Dec.

Who am I & How I started to Blog

I think i should have introduced myself. Hi. I am NORAHS. Can call me "Norahs" / "Norahs Siew" / "Siew Siew". I am at my mid 20s and still a part-time student. I need to cope my studies and work at the same time and its' kind of tire for me. What to do? I am not "TALL" and i category myself as "THIN" as what most of my friends said i am "SKINNY".

It's already past 5.30pm and i am still sitting in front of computer writting my blog. I am too excited to write my blog as today is my 1st day of "launching" my very own blog. Just recently met up with few of my pre-U friends. We were chatting about blog & bloggers. Only few of them have their own blog and i told them i am planning to join them for blogging. But I am facing a problem which is my English is not good. I can communicate fluently but when come to writting, I am not good. I am not good in grammar and not good in expressing my feeling well in words. But I still insisting to have blog. I am "gatal" to own my very own blog.

KFC supported me. He said :" Not all the blogger can write in very good English one! Just write what you want and express it in your own way!" Yup, you are true! I finally decided to create an account this afternoon. Just few hours back and now i think i am addicted to blog. Still stay back to blog. :)It's fun to write, to edit and to publish the post! I just love doing this! :)

Gotto go home now as mum just called. Hopefully by 1 hour later i can resting at home by watching Astro. Hope the trafic is not conjested after 6pm.

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That's me! NORAHS!

Christmas

I don't like Christmas, especially the Eve. Why? Cuz i broke up eith my bf 4 years ago. He call-off the relationship on this wonder Christmas Eve. I really hate him for this! For spoiling my Christmas. I supposed be happy and enjoying the night but he choose to ruin it! I have not been seen him or keep in touch with him for almost 3 years. Now, I no longer hate him cuz this person already totally out of my world. Starting this year, i no longer remember his birthday and our aniversary day. These are a good signs............acccording to JL. I knew it!

For the past few years, i celebrated the eve with a group of my very close friends. But it's going be different for this year as most of them are abroad. No one is around for this year's Christmas. I think I am going to have a lonely Christmas Eve where sitting in front of the computer and playing some very boring games. I want to go for party but cannot get anyone to "teman" me. How can you go clubbing on your own? Special eve should be dancing and drinking with friends one mar! My family is not celebrating Christmas so i don't have the family gathering kind of thing for eve.

JL just called me and she wants me to join her with her another friend to watch "Perhaps.....Love" on this Saturday. Actually I don't watch any chinese movie in cinema, especially the Hong Kong movies. But becuz i am alone and going be bored at home and doing nothing and feel lone, so i told her " Count me in for that movie. ".

JL + me + JL's friend = 3 lonely girls watching romantic movie

Sound sad right? That's the true and really happend to 3 of us. We are not ugly, fat and short or not socialable but still not attched! I have been single for 4 years and JL about 2 years. We are desperate for bf but just feel lonely and upsad when Christmas, New Year and Valentine at the corners. Therefore, for this Saturday we going to pamper ourself by get ourself a great goft for Christmast, have a great dinner and if we got time, we want to go for a spa. Just want to pamper ourself and treat ourself better! Shopping............Shopping and Shopping! We want to have a great day even though we are single! We'll see how on this Saturday! Really hope the plan will workout.

40 mins more i can leave my work place...................i am counting down for it!

Birthday Girl!

Today is my collegue's birthday! We used to be friends and now we are not due to some misunderstanding happended few months ago. Since that incidents, she never talks to me and i have tried many times to start a conversation with her but still failed. I am tire of being the one who always have to start the conversation. Now, we didn't talk to each other unless we are in the meeting or at lunch with other collegues. All my collegues knew about this and they are get used to this kind of environment in their work place. I think our boss still don't know about it cuz we act like "normal" when we are with the boss.

She is turning 24 today. Basically she just a nice girl, a caring and helpful person for that time i know her. She is here about few months before i joined and we did became friends after that. But everything change after that incident and she treats me like an "stranger" or perhaps an "enemy" then. Now the condition seems like getting better but still in "NOT TALKING CONDITION"!

We went out for lunch, of course not just me and her ! There are other collegues as well. I think she will not go if i "ajak" her for lunch! They got her a gift and a cake! Because we already "old", so we didn't sing Happy Birthday Song for her at the restaurant. She is really happy! She thanks everyone except me. I didn't share for the gift and cake cuz i know she will not accept it. I also didn't share her birthday meal as for the same reason as well. I did sent a sms to her by phone. I think this is the best way to wish me rather than i get her something and the end she rejected! Just back from the lunch and she will have a own birthday celebration with her family and relatives tonight. I guess she is going to go off early later. Now she is out for another "lunch" with one of her "best friend".

I am here sitting in front of computer and checking my mails. No mails coming in today and it seems like a boring day for me. Time past very slow, now still haven't 3pm. Have another 2.5 hours to go before i stuck in the jamps to get home. Dad & mum have to attend a wedding dinner tonight. But she still insist to cook dinner for me and my youger sister. Thanks mum! She said we have to be at home tonight to "JAGA RUMAH". I actually plan to go pub with my old classmates. But now cannot already! :(

Boss is staring at me now..........................i better go on with me work.