Who am I & How I started to Blog

I think i should have introduced myself. Hi. I am NORAHS. Can call me "Norahs" / "Norahs Siew" / "Siew Siew". I am at my mid 20s and still a part-time student. I need to cope my studies and work at the same time and its' kind of tire for me. What to do? I am not "TALL" and i category myself as "THIN" as what most of my friends said i am "SKINNY".

It's already past 5.30pm and i am still sitting in front of computer writting my blog. I am too excited to write my blog as today is my 1st day of "launching" my very own blog. Just recently met up with few of my pre-U friends. We were chatting about blog & bloggers. Only few of them have their own blog and i told them i am planning to join them for blogging. But I am facing a problem which is my English is not good. I can communicate fluently but when come to writting, I am not good. I am not good in grammar and not good in expressing my feeling well in words. But I still insisting to have blog. I am "gatal" to own my very own blog.

KFC supported me. He said :" Not all the blogger can write in very good English one! Just write what you want and express it in your own way!" Yup, you are true! I finally decided to create an account this afternoon. Just few hours back and now i think i am addicted to blog. Still stay back to blog. :)It's fun to write, to edit and to publish the post! I just love doing this! :)

Gotto go home now as mum just called. Hopefully by 1 hour later i can resting at home by watching Astro. Hope the trafic is not conjested after 6pm.

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That's me! NORAHS!

Christmas

I don't like Christmas, especially the Eve. Why? Cuz i broke up eith my bf 4 years ago. He call-off the relationship on this wonder Christmas Eve. I really hate him for this! For spoiling my Christmas. I supposed be happy and enjoying the night but he choose to ruin it! I have not been seen him or keep in touch with him for almost 3 years. Now, I no longer hate him cuz this person already totally out of my world. Starting this year, i no longer remember his birthday and our aniversary day. These are a good signs............acccording to JL. I knew it!

For the past few years, i celebrated the eve with a group of my very close friends. But it's going be different for this year as most of them are abroad. No one is around for this year's Christmas. I think I am going to have a lonely Christmas Eve where sitting in front of the computer and playing some very boring games. I want to go for party but cannot get anyone to "teman" me. How can you go clubbing on your own? Special eve should be dancing and drinking with friends one mar! My family is not celebrating Christmas so i don't have the family gathering kind of thing for eve.

JL just called me and she wants me to join her with her another friend to watch "Perhaps.....Love" on this Saturday. Actually I don't watch any chinese movie in cinema, especially the Hong Kong movies. But becuz i am alone and going be bored at home and doing nothing and feel lone, so i told her " Count me in for that movie. ".

JL + me + JL's friend = 3 lonely girls watching romantic movie

Sound sad right? That's the true and really happend to 3 of us. We are not ugly, fat and short or not socialable but still not attched! I have been single for 4 years and JL about 2 years. We are desperate for bf but just feel lonely and upsad when Christmas, New Year and Valentine at the corners. Therefore, for this Saturday we going to pamper ourself by get ourself a great goft for Christmast, have a great dinner and if we got time, we want to go for a spa. Just want to pamper ourself and treat ourself better! Shopping............Shopping and Shopping! We want to have a great day even though we are single! We'll see how on this Saturday! Really hope the plan will workout.

40 mins more i can leave my work place...................i am counting down for it!

Birthday Girl!

Today is my collegue's birthday! We used to be friends and now we are not due to some misunderstanding happended few months ago. Since that incidents, she never talks to me and i have tried many times to start a conversation with her but still failed. I am tire of being the one who always have to start the conversation. Now, we didn't talk to each other unless we are in the meeting or at lunch with other collegues. All my collegues knew about this and they are get used to this kind of environment in their work place. I think our boss still don't know about it cuz we act like "normal" when we are with the boss.

She is turning 24 today. Basically she just a nice girl, a caring and helpful person for that time i know her. She is here about few months before i joined and we did became friends after that. But everything change after that incident and she treats me like an "stranger" or perhaps an "enemy" then. Now the condition seems like getting better but still in "NOT TALKING CONDITION"!

We went out for lunch, of course not just me and her ! There are other collegues as well. I think she will not go if i "ajak" her for lunch! They got her a gift and a cake! Because we already "old", so we didn't sing Happy Birthday Song for her at the restaurant. She is really happy! She thanks everyone except me. I didn't share for the gift and cake cuz i know she will not accept it. I also didn't share her birthday meal as for the same reason as well. I did sent a sms to her by phone. I think this is the best way to wish me rather than i get her something and the end she rejected! Just back from the lunch and she will have a own birthday celebration with her family and relatives tonight. I guess she is going to go off early later. Now she is out for another "lunch" with one of her "best friend".

I am here sitting in front of computer and checking my mails. No mails coming in today and it seems like a boring day for me. Time past very slow, now still haven't 3pm. Have another 2.5 hours to go before i stuck in the jamps to get home. Dad & mum have to attend a wedding dinner tonight. But she still insist to cook dinner for me and my youger sister. Thanks mum! She said we have to be at home tonight to "JAGA RUMAH". I actually plan to go pub with my old classmates. But now cannot already! :(

Boss is staring at me now..........................i better go on with me work.